Crying out to the Lord.

 Today I have so much on my mind and so much has been going on.. I have cried so many tears and my anxiety has been through the roof. I know that I need to just let the Lord handle it for me and it will be handled in His way and His time.. So today I am going to give it to Him and try my best not to try to take it back..

Dear Father God.

Thank you for the blessings you have given me, Thank you for the sunshine today. Father God You know my heart and You know what is going on and that things are crazy right now. Father God I ask that you would work in a great and mighty way. I am laying this situation at your feet and trusting you to take care of it, in Your way and your time. 

Father God I ask that we are able to talk about things without getting upset with each other. I ask that you would take away any urges to talk to, see or be with another. Father God please help to rekindle our love that we have fought so hard for and help us to continue on together and to overcome this all. Father help us to rekindle our love and relationship not only with each other but with you Father God help lead us to the Church where we can learn about you and grow in our faith with fellow believers who will be there to help us and pray for us and mentor us.. 

Father God I thank you for what you have done and will do. I thank you for hearing my cries oh Lord. I thank you for holding me close. 

Father God I know I have not been walking the way you would want me to and I am sorry. I ask for your forgiveness for the many shortcomings I have and the sins I have sinned. I would like to say I fell off the path, but we know I walked off and lost direction for a bit. I truly love you Lord God and I want to be the person you would have me to be. Please God Forgive me and hear my prayers..

Thank you Lord for what you are about to do and for listening to the desires of my heart and answering my prayers.. 

In Jesus Name I thank you and ask all of these things..

AMEN